December:)

today has been melanchloly



and quiet



and beautiful.



i woke up around 7 and then 9 and then 11, when i finally decided to get out bed.



i love days like this, when i don't have to get out bed any sooner than i feel like:)  i made coffee and pumpkin pancakes and bacon and eggs for breakfast and watched The Mask of Zorro and almost finished knitting the scarf i have been working on.  my goal is to finish it by the end of the weekend.  i'm excited:)



the rest of the day i have listened to a ridiculous amount of Taylor Swift, with a little bit of Katy Perry and Boyce Avenue thrown in.  all soft, sweet love songs.  part of that is because it's been a gloomy, misty day down in SoCal and it just seems fitting.  the other part is that i'm missing Ethan in the worst way and i've pretty much been pouting.  it's sad that we've been a part for 6 days and i can barely handle it.  but the truth is, as of recently, i think i've fallen for Ethan more than ever.  my love for him has changed into something deeper that's beautiful and also terrifying.  and it makes me smile, but it also makes me want to cry.  i went to Target tonight and as i stood in line, i thought of him and wished he was there and i actually had to hold back tears.  6 days apart, people.  SIX.  that is ridiculous.  but i can't help it and i kind of don't want to.



anywho, back to my day.  i listened to soft, acoustic music and i did a buttload of laundry and dishes and i talked on the phone with my brother and my best friend for quite a while.  then, i made red velvet hot chocolate (which turned out really thick, but oh-so-good) while Skyping with some of my family.  THAT was lovely.  my little sister even took me on a tour of the house to show me all our Christmas decorations:)



after Skyping, i made a run to Target where i bought some fakey glasses, leopard print flats, nail polish, lip stain, yogurt, and fruit.  the person who checked and bagged my things was an old Indian man who proceeded to hold up every beauty item i purchased and tell me that i don't need it and i'm only wasting my money.  it pretty much made my night.



so, that's been my Saturday.  it's 9:30 and i'm sleepy, so i think i'm going to put my clean sheets back on my bed, try and muster up enough energy to try some yoga, and then turn on the Christmas lights on my tree and fall asleep.



it's going to be lovely<3 good night, moon.