Day 17 - Your highs and lows of this past year.
in writing this post, i feel blessed because the lows were hard to come up with while the highs were abundant :) it’s been a good year, indeed.
Lows of the past 365 days:
fighting with my mom after moving back home.
thinking ethan didn’t want me before we started dating, haha.
struggling with insecurities i have about my appearance and such.
any disagreements i’ve had with ethan (which, thank goodness, have been few and far between).
realizing who my true friends aren’t.
being in sacramento for 3 weeks apart from ethan when he moved back to LA.
my grandpa getting cancer.
being extremely far from God. the feeling of not being enough for Him.
being apart from ethan for 3 months while he was in boot camp (some of the hardest 3 months i’ve ever endured).
missing my dad.
coming to realizations about the past of my family.
Highs of the past 365 days:
moving out of my apartment in sacramento.
ethan coming back into my life.
my stepdad, doug, praying over me and God tearing down a wall in my heart that had been up my whole life.
building a relationship with ethan.
working through a lot of my past issues with men.
moving out of sacramento.
being at a job that i love.
seeing sleep for sleepers and the workday release twice.
spending a wonderful handful of days with ryan. exploring the beautiful east coast and crossing off a couple things on my life-list while i was over there. :)
having a couple friends and my family carry me every step of the way while ethan was gone.
blogging again, which has been my therapy.
having a wonderful Christmas at home with my family.
getting to see and explore almost every part of california: sacramento, half moon bay, san francisco, santa cruz, capitola, monterey, carmel, lake tahoe, los angeles, orange county, san diego.
learning how to be at rest. learning how to let God love me. learning more who i am and the person i would like to be.
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